Keep going

On Thursday, an opportunity to move to and work in Switzerland

was truncated.

I had really tried not to get my hopes too high

but as we all know, mind and heart don't always listen to each other 

so by the end of the two month interview process, 

I had my heart set on the possibility of moving back to Europe

and starting a new chapter.

As victim of our "live strong, be strong" generation

I didn't allow myself to feel broken by the sudden crash of 

 dreams and illusions that I had built over the last two months.

Instead, I wiped my tears away and kept going with my life

telling myself what we all say to ourselves in situations like this:

"It wasn't supposed to be. better things are on your way, Sil"

On Friday, I woke up embraced by a sudden sadness that I couldn't fight off.

On Saturday, the sadness turned into bitterness.

On Sunday, I decided to 

take the Metro North and head to those oasis 

that over the years I've learned to turn to in moments like this.

Today my oasis was Dia: Beacon.

Pictures were not allowed, so I couldn't capture the moment

to share it here with you.

It was quite magical.

Thunderstorm included.

I leave you with one of the 

pieces and artists that most caught my interest:

by

Sol LeWitt

I think that I am ready to keep going and start the week.

Have a good one, 

Sil

An Important Reminder

always

but particularly relevant nowadays.

Adjusting

Four days into my Manhattan life

and I still feel calm and at peace....

astonishing

and quite an accomplishment.

We'll see how it goes tomorrow

once I hit the office 

and face, once again, the cruel reality of living in a box 10-6.

This was a relaxing, cozy and airy 

(not sure if the last word can be used in this context but that's how it felt)

 4 day weekend

mostly spent on my own.

Well, with the unconditional company of Pia.

For once, I allowed myself to take it easy,

do the basic housework

and enjoy "living on my couch."

Jeez, it felt gooood.

The immediate outcome, 

 I walked to the Farmers Market 
at the worst time of the day
just when the sun hits the strongest,

and in my own pool of sweat

and discomfort

I was smiling at the people passing by.

Definitely seeing the world through rose colored glasses nowadays.

Have a good start of the week.

Champions

And...I am back!

And must say that it felt too short

and too good to be true.

It was an amazing short week

of friends, family, and celebrations

including

the 3rd consecutive Grand Triumph 

of LA ROJA.

I was there to record a glorious moment
(turn audio on)

Sorry, we are temporary closed

Management on Vacation

Summer Solstice

This entry comes a bit late 

but on Wednesday I was dealing with some technical issues

and it's not until today that I can finally make the post.

On Wednesday June 20, 2012 was Summer Solstice, the longest day of the year

and the 1st day of summer.

One of my favorites.

I left work early enough to grab Pia

and head to the banks of the Hudson River

to see the sunset.

It was SPECTACULAR.

It was tranquil,
there was a breeze (even though we reached high record temperatures last week)

and the ray of colors was a treat for the eye.

I recorded the last 3 minutes of the sunset
as a reminder of those gifts that nature gives us and often we take for granted
and for you, in case you didn't have a chance to see it.

Happy Week!

(the splendor was such that
in the video it seems as if the sun was still out
but it was not...)

Last few weeks...

I am back to my

wondering and feeling restless.

I am enormously grateful for everything I have 

and for the leisure of having 4 months of relatively

calmness and stability.

However, I am again not sleeping

and am fiercely trying to figure out what is next -

which I believe it will be a significant move/change in my life.

Due to this state of mind 

I don't feel too inspired for the blog.

That said, 

NYC is showering us with a wonderful weather

and I have had great moments

with friends, Pia and my camera

over the last few weeks....

I even changed my look!

Sil