Keep going

On Thursday, an opportunity to move to and work in Switzerland

was truncated.

I had really tried not to get my hopes too high

but as we all know, mind and heart don't always listen to each other 

so by the end of the two month interview process, 

I had my heart set on the possibility of moving back to Europe

and starting a new chapter.

As victim of our "live strong, be strong" generation

I didn't allow myself to feel broken by the sudden crash of 

 dreams and illusions that I had built over the last two months.

Instead, I wiped my tears away and kept going with my life

telling myself what we all say to ourselves in situations like this:

"It wasn't supposed to be. better things are on your way, Sil"

On Friday, I woke up embraced by a sudden sadness that I couldn't fight off.

On Saturday, the sadness turned into bitterness.

On Sunday, I decided to 

take the Metro North and head to those oasis 

that over the years I've learned to turn to in moments like this.

Today my oasis was Dia: Beacon.

Pictures were not allowed, so I couldn't capture the moment

to share it here with you.

It was quite magical.

Thunderstorm included.

I leave you with one of the 

pieces and artists that most caught my interest:

by

Sol LeWitt

I think that I am ready to keep going and start the week.

Have a good one, 

Sil